have been slacking on my journaling lately so i’m going to do a quick bit here.
i find myself in bed on a sunday night(morning of monday) for once, completely content. i can’t bring myself to think about all the terrible things in the world right now, which i know exist. i pray for all those in need.
but, i finally am getting my shit together. i don’t want to die nearly as much. i worked today, stayed late, and came home. i did some yoga, hooped a little, and took a shower.. something about getting into bed with clean clothing knowing you’re fresh and clean as well is just so enticing. that probably has a lot to do with how good i feel right now. i’m waking up at 5:30 in the morning to go to the gym, and i work again tomorrow. I’m purchasing my ticket for electric forest tomorrow and that gives me an amazingly happy sensation BECAUSE my best friend will probably be coming with me! I can’t wait. Josie and I don’t get nearly enough time together and it will just be so much fun. i’m excited to go back to school this fall, but i’m glad that i have this spring to work and save as much money as possible. I’m excited for miami, which is in 1 month and 4 days! I have that amount of time to look as good as i can in a bikini. Hence the gym ;) I am ridiculously fortunate, and I am learning to be. My music thing has been on hold which is frustrating but I just don’t have the drive to do it lately. I’m meeting with someone on Tuesday to talk about using his instrumental music for my lyrics, its some great stuff— check it out at “Rivers of Light” on facebook or soundcloud :)
i wish i had it in me to write some poetry. looking back at my old things always makes me happy, so maybe i will post something on here that i’m not afraid to show the public.
love to you all.
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I did it again, stayed up entirely too late. I went out to allendale with my friend Chelsea last night and it was great to see her for a while. I came home and worked with my watercolors for a while, and now I’m watching eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. And I ate a fuck ton of quinoa. and I trusted someone who I shouldn’t have. Again